Saturday, May 25, 2013

in honor of Cat lovers

For a Dying Tomcat Who's Relinquished His Former Hissing and Predatory Nature

I remember the long orange carp you once scooped
from the neighbor's pond, bounding beyond
her swung broom, across summer lawns

to lay the fish on my stoop. Thanks
for that. I'm not one to whom offerings
often get made. You let me feel

how Christ might when I kneel,
weeping in the dark
over the usual maladies: love and its lack.

Only in tears do I speak
directly to him and with such
conviction. And only once you grew frail

did you finally slacken into me,
dozing against my ribs like a child.
You gave up the predatory flinch

that snapped the necks of so many
birds and slow-moving rodents.
Now your once powerful jaw

is malformed by black malignancies.
It hurts to eat. So you surrender in the way
I pray for: Lord, before my own death,

let me learn from this animal's deep release
into my arms. Let me cease to fear
the embrace that seeks to still me.
The above is a simple poem about a cat and its human friend. 
But I find it so true.  As one who has a cat.  It is always striking how the cat's predatory reflex is constantly at play, always jerking and clawing, with every sound and every movement.  There are moments when the cat lets it's guard down and allows it self to be calmed and still by the hand of another. 

We do this in our relationship with God.  We jump and jerk and get jittery.  There are moments when we must allow His hand to still us. 

1 comment:

Joan said...

Really loved this. As someone who also has a cat!